hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens,
a thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins,
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me,
I know you well enough to know you never loved me.
 
why can't I feel anything 
from anyone other than you?
 
I stay wrecked and jealous for this, 
for this simple reason 
I just need to keep you in mind 
as something larger than life
it's times like these, where silence means everything
 
boys like you are a dime a dozen
 
maybe I should hate you for this
 
the truth 
is you could slit my throat 
and with my one last gasping breath 
i'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt
 
if I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
 
i'm reading your note over again
there's not a word that I comprehend,
except when you signed it
"I will love you always and forever."
 
well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it
 
without it all
i'm choking on nothing
it's clear in my head
and I'm screaming for something
knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
 
my hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
so won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
 
but, I believe in you so much 
I could die for the words that you say
 
worse than the fear it's the lie you told a thousand times before
 
spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all she heard.
i'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.
 
Now all those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time
but today I've wasted away for today is on my mind

If bullets make you dance, I’ll sing straight to your heart...

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do

&&& her eyes screamed the saddest apology

Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe 
Feels to be alone and not believe anything

I used to waste my time on
Waste my time on
Waste my time dreaming of being alive (now I only waste it dreaming of you)

just cut yourself up __ like cheap coupons and say *^ death was on sale...

she strikes a pose but she dies inside
nobody knows shes a beautiful suicide.

I've got headaches and bad luck but they couldn't touch you, no

A joke of a romantic stuck to my tongue
And weighed down with words too overdramatic

Keep quiet,
Nothing comes as easy as you.
Can I lay in your bed all day?
I'll be your best kept secret
And your biggest mistake.

Joke me something awful just like kisses on the necks of "just friends"

I'd rather hear your drunken truths, than your sober lies.

We're the kids who feel like dead ends

And the record won't stop skipping
And the lies just won't stop slipping

Force our smiles, baby, half dead
From comparing myself to everyone else around me

my back has been breaking from this heavy heart

I'm hopelessly hopeful, that you're just hopeless enough
But we never had it at all

I'm sleeping my way out of this one
With anyone who will lie down

I'm not the desperate type
But you've got me looking in through blinds

We're the chemists who've found the formula
To make your heart swell and burst
No matter what they say, don't believe a word

The best part of "Believe" is the "Lie",
I hope you sing along and you steal a line
I need to keep you like this in my mind
So give in or just give up

So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You are running after something
That you will never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will
 
I keep you warm and won't ask you where you've been
 
Champagne For My Real Friends, Real Pain For My Sham Friends
 
Douse yourself in cheap perfume it's
So fitting, so fitting of the way you are
You can't cover it up
Can't cover it up
 
Find a safe place, brace yourself, bite your lip
 
Progress report: I am missing you to death
 
Someone old No one new Feeling borrowed Always blue Someone old No one new Feeling borrowed Always blue Someone old No one new Feeling borrowed Always blue Someone old No one new Always borrowed Always you
 
I confess, I messed up
dropping "I'm sorrys" like you're still around
And I know you dressed up
said "hey kid you'll never live this down"
 
I don't blame you for being you
But you can't blame me for hating it
 
I'm just off a lost cause
a long shot, don't even take this bet
I'm just always on
You said you'd keep me honest
(you're always on)
But I won't call you on it
 
Your secret's out and the best part is it isn't even a good one...
                             


                           -RISh!